I don’t like this!
I don’t think I’ve ever felt more out of my element than at this time in my life. Sitting at home all day is not how I operate. I don’t like to feel as though I’m not being productive. I’m so used to being in a perpetual state of rush that now I don’t know what to do with myself. I’m able to relax. Everything can be done on my own time. Nothing is rushed...not even getting up and taking my son to school. This is the life! It’s just not a life that I want to live for long.
